He loves me,
He loves me not.
Running
He loves me,
He loves me not.
Playing
He loves me,
He loves me not.
Laughing
He loves me,
He loves me not.
Simplicity
He loves me,
He loves me not.
But,
He loves me,
He loves me not.
She's sitting all
Alone
He loves me,
He loves me not.
Petals Falling
He loves me,
He loves me not.
A game of Chance,
Indecision,
the Unknown,
and it's Over
Stems Scattered,
Petals Withered, and
She is still
Alone
That Fateful piece of
Life
Frozen in her
Hand
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Childhood Huntings
Lost
Somethings you
Can't get back
Gone
Never to be
Found
Childhood,
Friends,
Memories, and
Innocence can
Disappear
Almost without
Notice
Gradually or
Instantaneously
Experience is the only
Constant.
Always
Learning,
Growing, and
Developing.
Replacing the missing things,
Filling the Gaps.
Somethings you
Can't get back
Gone
Never to be
Found
Childhood,
Friends,
Memories, and
Innocence can
Disappear
Almost without
Notice
Gradually or
Instantaneously
Experience is the only
Constant.
Always
Learning,
Growing, and
Developing.
Replacing the missing things,
Filling the Gaps.
Dreams
Sometimes I
Wonder,
Can I live
Another
Life
Through my
Dreams?
Adventure,
Love,
Passion,
The "Impossible".
Anything and
Everything
Can and
Will happen
The subconscious is
Realized
Deepest Thoughts and
Feelings Revealed.
The unknown
Desires and
Ambitions of the
Heart
Uncovered
At times it can
Mean Nothing
But, More Often
Than Not
It Does
Wonder,
Can I live
Another
Life
Through my
Dreams?
Adventure,
Love,
Passion,
The "Impossible".
Anything and
Everything
Can and
Will happen
The subconscious is
Realized
Deepest Thoughts and
Feelings Revealed.
The unknown
Desires and
Ambitions of the
Heart
Uncovered
At times it can
Mean Nothing
But, More Often
Than Not
It Does
Suicide
Blood
Dripping,
Creeping,
Crawling
Down the
Ridged
Stripes on her
Arms
Dripping,
Creeping,
Crawling
Down the
Ridged
Stripes on her
Arms
Cutting
Deeper and
Deeper
Each time
Deeper and
Deeper
Each time
The Blood
Keeps Flowing
Faster,
Thicker
But the
Tears have
Stopped
Keeps Flowing
Faster,
Thicker
But the
Tears have
Stopped
Stopped
Forever
Forever
No more
Tears
No more
Blood
No more
Pain
Tears
No more
Blood
No more
Pain
15 Lines
A piece of
Glass
Shredded
Hands
Pain,
What Pain?
Nonexistent
At the Time
Pushing
Harder and
Harder
Yet still no
Blood and
Still no
Pain
Only 15
No more
The Sting
Came Later.
Painful?
Yes but
Only in
Movement
The Pain
Came late
But it
Definitely came
As Pain
Always will
Glass
Shredded
Hands
Pain,
What Pain?
Nonexistent
At the Time
Pushing
Harder and
Harder
Yet still no
Blood and
Still no
Pain
Only 15
No more
The Sting
Came Later.
Painful?
Yes but
Only in
Movement
The Pain
Came late
But it
Definitely came
As Pain
Always will
Blown Off
Blown off
Pissed off
Ugh!
He's such a
Jerk
I thought I
Wanted him
I thought he
Wanted me
Over and
Over I
Fall for
His
Flirtatious Crap
"Yo. You wanna
Chill tonight?"
"Sure"
"What do you
Wanna do?"
"Your choice"
"Down for
Anything?"
"Almost"
"Good"
20 minutes goes by
"So we gonna
Hang or not?"
Another 20
"Fine. Don't talk to me.
I'm goin' to bed."
Blown off
Pissed off
Ugh!
I'm such and
Idiot
Pissed off
Ugh!
He's such a
Jerk
I thought I
Wanted him
I thought he
Wanted me
Over and
Over I
Fall for
His
Flirtatious Crap
"Yo. You wanna
Chill tonight?"
"Sure"
"What do you
Wanna do?"
"Your choice"
"Down for
Anything?"
"Almost"
"Good"
20 minutes goes by
"So we gonna
Hang or not?"
Another 20
"Fine. Don't talk to me.
I'm goin' to bed."
Blown off
Pissed off
Ugh!
I'm such and
Idiot
Unanswered Questions
Lonely
It's times like these
I don't understand.
Alone
The sea of people is
Suffocating.
Sinking
Deeper.
Deeper into the
Darkness
The only one that can
Help comes and
Goes as he Pleases.
Not realizing the
Affect he has on me
How can my
Feelings for
One person
Influence me
More than
Any other
Ever has?
He doesn't know
(How could he know?)
He holds my
Heart in his
Hands.
Only him.
Denial doesn't help
I will have to
Admit, in the end,
I love him.
I Always have
Together
Are we meant to be?
Can he possibly ever
Feel the same?
Does he love me?
Another love?
A better love?
I think I know
But
I've been
Wrong before
Book Smarts and
Stolen Wisdom
Can't help me now
It's times like these
I don't understand.
Alone
The sea of people is
Suffocating.
Sinking
Deeper.
Deeper into the
Darkness
The only one that can
Help comes and
Goes as he Pleases.
Not realizing the
Affect he has on me
How can my
Feelings for
One person
Influence me
More than
Any other
Ever has?
He doesn't know
(How could he know?)
He holds my
Heart in his
Hands.
Only him.
Denial doesn't help
I will have to
Admit, in the end,
I love him.
I Always have
Together
Are we meant to be?
Can he possibly ever
Feel the same?
Does he love me?
Another love?
A better love?
I think I know
But
I've been
Wrong before
Book Smarts and
Stolen Wisdom
Can't help me now
Building From the Basics
ABC
Letters
Form to
Words,
Sentences,
Paragraphs,
On and on.
Novels, Poems,
Essays and
So much
More
123
Numbers
Become
Larger
456
And they
Continue to
Infinity
Baby
Child
Adolescent
Progress to
Adulthood
You can
Write and Say
Anything with
Words.
All it takes is
A-Z.
You can
Make them
Mean something,
Change them,
Use them,
Reuse them,
Anything
You can Count
Anything with
Numbers.
You only need
Ten characters
0-9
To make
Hundreds,
Thousands,
Millions, or
More
One person has
Only one Life.
What they do
With it is
Their
Choice
Build it up or
Tear it down.
Make it
Mean Something.
You can Change
It for the
Future
While in the
Present
But you can't
Change the
Past.
You can
Influence
Countless
Numbers with
Your
Knowledge.
For Good or Bad
The Basics of
Language and
Measurement
Have Always
Been and
Always will be
Here.
But you--
You won't be
You have
One Life
One Chance
One Opportunity to
Change Yourself and
Influence Others
Add
Multiply and
Punctuate
Your Life!
Make it mean
Something
Anything
Make aDifference
Letters
Form to
Words,
Sentences,
Paragraphs,
On and on.
Novels, Poems,
Essays and
So much
More
123
Numbers
Become
Larger
456
And they
Continue to
Infinity
Baby
Child
Adolescent
Progress to
Adulthood
You can
Write and Say
Anything with
Words.
All it takes is
A-Z.
You can
Make them
Mean something,
Change them,
Use them,
Reuse them,
Anything
You can Count
Anything with
Numbers.
You only need
Ten characters
0-9
To make
Hundreds,
Thousands,
Millions, or
More
One person has
Only one Life.
What they do
With it is
Their
Choice
Build it up or
Tear it down.
Make it
Mean Something.
You can Change
It for the
Future
While in the
Present
But you can't
Change the
Past.
You can
Influence
Countless
Numbers with
Your
Knowledge.
For Good or Bad
The Basics of
Language and
Measurement
Have Always
Been and
Always will be
Here.
But you--
You won't be
You have
One Life
One Chance
One Opportunity to
Change Yourself and
Influence Others
Add
Multiply and
Punctuate
Your Life!
Make it mean
Something
Anything
Make aDifference
Left Out
It might make you
Sound like a
Bad person,
You may
Feel like a
Terrible
Friend,
But
You're not
All you
Want and
Need is
Understanding,
Respect, and
Inclusion.
That isn't too
Much to
Ask for,
But when it
Feels like it is
Confusion and
Frustration are
Natural
Reactions.
Anger will
Typically
Follow
You're Angry with
Those you
Care about.
They don'tDeserve this,
You tell yourself.
So, you shift
The Blame.
You Blame
Yourself for
"Unwarranted"
Feelings
You don't
Deserve this
Either.
It's not your
Fault.
Sound like a
Bad person,
You may
Feel like a
Terrible
Friend,
But
You're not
All you
Want and
Need is
Understanding,
Respect, and
Inclusion.
That isn't too
Much to
Ask for,
But when it
Feels like it is
Confusion and
Frustration are
Natural
Reactions.
Anger will
Typically
Follow
You're Angry with
Those you
Care about.
They don'tDeserve this,
You tell yourself.
So, you shift
The Blame.
You Blame
Yourself for
"Unwarranted"
Feelings
You don't
Deserve this
Either.
It's not your
Fault.
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