You chose to leave me and that hurt.
So badly!
The thought of your early return got my
hopes higher than the moon.
But you decided to stay...
I didn't understand -- I felt betrayed.
"I want to marry you.
I want to spend the
rest of my life with you"
You had never expressed that desire before.
That level of commitment.
I can think of nothing else.
I had no idea you've ever thought of our future in those terms.
I had doubts before but when I read those
words I knew.
I knew you finally realized what
I am really worth to you.
I knew you wanted to be the kind
of man that can always be there for me.
I knew you were thinking only of me.
Absence truly does make the heart grow fonder.
Especially your heart.
I beg that statement to be true for us both.
I make no promises to you, and you know why.
I only promise to myself.
I promise myself to not lose the opportunity of you.
If you can do that for me, I will certainly do that for you.
I don't know how things will turn out...
But I so badly want The Future to be
Our Future
