Losing it

Losing it.
Losing you.
I thought I had
This figured out
But now there's
Nothing I can do.

They lasted so
Long, my feelings
For you...
Now they're gone.
And I know yours
Are too.

I don't know how
I should feel...
Relieved?
I guess I am.
But I'm also
A little confused.

A hole is left in my
Heart.
I spent so long
Digging it out for you.
I spent so long
Hanging on for you.

Now I'm not sure.
Not sure if I should be
Sad.
No I don't think so.
I feel somewhat empty
But I know I will
Figure it out.

You will always keep a
Special place in my heart.
Even if it's not one of love.

I realize you've moved
On and I don't even care
To who.
Because I know now that
We were never meant
To be.
Maybe she's the one
That will truly make
You happy.
I'm more than pleased
To say.

Because now
I can move on.

Now I can let
Myself be free.

Losing it.
Losing you.

Losing it.
Losing you.
It's ok.
I've done all
That I can do.

We'll just be friends.
And that's just fine.
I'm not used to it
But just give it time.

Losing it.
Losing you.

I've not lost you.
I've found a friend