Secrets

Secrets keep and secrets stay.
Slowly wasting the day away.
Ripping at the tender heart.
And tearing at the delicate mind.
Things gone wrong and
Encouraged.
Why did they have
To happen that way?

I want to throw-up my
Feelings.
The ones that are
Making me
Physically ill.
But then all my
Secrets would
Spill.
For all to see.

"Where there's a will
There's a way" they say.
I wish I had the
Strength, the will,
The desire,
I want this pain to
Leave me.
But I can't do it alone.

I need You.
I need Your strength.
I need Your will
I need Your desire.
I need to come unto You.
You know all my secrets
And I am ashamed.
I don't know how I
Can stand before You now.
But I must.