My Letter to You

Dear You,

I wish I could tell you I love you. I wish I could tell you I care.

I wish I could honestly give you that feeling you wish I had there.

There's nothing between us and there never will be.

Get over it.

Move on.

Forget that there ever was a "you and me"

You may say I'm a jerk, you may hate me, you may never want to see me again...

But you're just a stupid girl, so what should I care?

I never needed you...

I just played with your heart.

"Now it's broken" you say...

Well you never should have let me have it in the first place.

This isn't my fault it's yours.

I'm not really sorry.

There's nothing left to say.

These are all the words that came out when I hurt you.

But I lied.

I was trying to protect myself...

I was afraid to let you get too close.

I wanted you to believe I never loved you.

The truth is I loved you more than anything.

First I tried to console you.

But that just made me love you more.

So I had to separate myself completely to feel justified in what I'd done.

You're beautiful and amazing.

I'm so sorry I ever left.

I regret what I've said,

What I've done.

Anything that caused you pain.

Can you ever forgive me?

Love,

Me