My Letter to You and My Response

Dear You,

I wish I could tell you I love you, I wish I could tell you I care.

I thought you cared once... Why don't you now?

I wish I could honestly give you that feeling you wish I had there.

How could your feelings change so drastically in such a short amount of time?

There's nothing between us and there never will be

You said you loved me... Where did that go? 

Get over it

I can't get over it. I can't move on. 

Move on

It hurts too much

Forget that there ever was a "you and me" 

We used to be so amazing together, what happened?

You may say I'm a jerk, you may hate me, you may never want to see me again..

You're a jerk but I don't hate you...

But you're just a stupid girl so what should I care?

I need your friendship even if I can't have your love

I never needed you

You lied about how you felt?

I just toyed with your heart  

You played with my emotions!!

"Now it's broken" you say...

My heart is shattered...

Well you never should have let me have it in the first place

I trusted you to keep it safe

This isn't my fault, it's yours

You ruined everything

I'm not really sorry

You were never sorry

There's nothing left to say 

That was just a word to you

There was no meaning behind it and I could tell

These are the words that came out when I hurt you

You hurt me so badly but I am stronger for it

But I lied

I know you never really loved me

I was trying to protect myself

I don't know how anyone could be so selfish

I was afraid to let you get too close

I will never trust you again

I wanted you to believe I never loved you

How can I believe anything you say? 

The truth is I loved you more than anything 

First I tried to console you

I didn't need consolation, you only made it worse

But that just made me love you more

I don't care how you feel anymore

So I had to separate myself completely to feel justified in what I'd done 

I don't know how anyone could be so cruel

You're beautiful and amazing

I can't believe your words

I'm so sorry I ever left

You made me feel so worthless

I regret what I've said,

If you really want my trust you'll have to work for it

What I've done,

You'll have to prove it

Anything that caused you pain

I just don't understand

Can you ever forgive me? 

I will forgive you because it will help me heal

Love,

    Me