Just Be

I wish I could just be me
Not putting on any masks
Or smiles.
I'm happy being a spaz.
I'm happy being a loner.
I'm happy being a tease.
I'm happy being a friend.
I'm happy being all of these.
They are all different parts of me.

Sometimes I just wanna
Be hyper.
No I don't have mental
Problems.
No this isn't always me.
I just wanna play

Sometimes I just wanna
Be alone.
No I'm not sad.
No there is nothing wrong.
I just wanna be alone.

Sometimes I just wanna
Flirt.
No I'm not a slut.
No I'm not easy.
It's just for fun.

I always wanna be a
Friend.
No I'm not a fake.
No I won't try to hurt you.
I'm here to support you.
Just don't drag me down.

I'm happy being all of these.
But sometimes I don't know
Who I am.
Or what I want.
Even then I am me.