Now I know

Left out
Now I know
Pushed out
Now I know
Excluded
Now I know
Lonely
Now I know
Unsure
Now I Know
In the dark
Now I Know
Confused
Now I know

Abandoned

All these feelings
I've felt before...
But never in
Quite this way.
It's new,
It's hard,
It's uncomfortable.
It seems to have
Already been
Played out

Standing next to me
You're somewhere else
Something's missing

Maybe it's my
Attitude...
How I choose to
React.
Maybe I should
Get over it...
That won't work.
Maybe I should
Talk about it...
But I don't
Trust you anymore

Lack of trust
Lack of trust
Lack of trust
It causes such a
Vicious cycle